You're at a crossroads aren't you? You haven't been making the decisions, you've let someone else make them for you. When repeated enough times little moments all turn into one blur and you really don't know how to escape it. Where is the line between awakening and self destruction? Are you already too far gone? You try to find yourself only to discover you hate the person you've been looking for. How do you go forward. Abandonment has torn our life apart. You are a forgotten church yard long since paved over by busy streets. There are no wrong decisions, as long as you make one. Was I always this broken?
I love this character so much, they are basically the definition of my life. Why do I relate to this so much? I looked at the other entries and I probably won't win, but I guess it's trying that matters... The description was inspired by the tower (the tarot card), The Raven by Edger Alan Poe, and The Count of Monte Cristo by a Alexandre Dumas (by the way go read that book, it's my favorite)