I don't know how to feel anymore. My friends think I have an attitude when I don't, I'm always either mad or sad when I'm not with my friends, and I don't know how to feel. I want to disappear and never come back again. I need someone to talk to but they say "Well, just stop crying!" or "Cry by/to yourself." when I can't control when I cry. I get left out sometimes. Just someone, please understand and talk to me in my comments. Thanks.