I am going insane and making irrational decisions online and IRL all because I keep checking on this website. I will take a break to allow me to check my feelings and emotions, while also finding a solution to cope with those feelings. I am acting anti-social towards everyone, and it has gotten to the point where I feel that people are starting to dislike me. Send me a Scratch therapist, send me hate or love comments, I don't care at this point. And to @Blossom_Bloomin , @LadyYukoALT and @Ballistic_Tabi_9 , I am sorry for going overboard with you all. I will try and calm myself, but its hard to not shed the feelings of jealousy I get (I am looking to you, Yuko, but its my fault, not yours). I won't delete my account, because I don't want to repeat my past mistakes. But then again, I might do so if I reach my breaking point. Also, @TerrarianLord2007 and a few others deserve a W for actually getting to know me and helping me to somewhat cope with my emotions and feelings, and making me feel happy when I am down.
