Click or any key for next slide. I’m so late to this trend T-T First slide- I was a baby. I didn’t know what gay was. I was very small. I was small because I was a baby. And because I was a baby, I was very small. (Sorry that was weird lol) Second slide- my hair apparently grows faster than average. I had a whole freaking shoulder-length bob (with frequent trims). I was about two and a half or three when I went through my weird stickers everywhere phase. I was also trying to convince people (mostly my family members) I was a boy. I would basically just not wear a shirt (because I was small and that was ok) and try and tell people that my deadname wasn’t my name and my deadname nickname (male version of my deadname) was my name. Third slide- Kinda just accepted the fact that I was a ‘girl’. I started wearing my hair up (it was still short) because I didn’t like how it felt on my neck Fourth slide - Started kindergarten and discovered the wonder that is ✨social anxiety✨ I didn’t really have a ton of friends but I got to learn about Eric Carl so it was ok (I vividly remember learning about him T-T) Fifth slide- started first grade. Started homeschooling. I would ONLY wear my hair in braids. Kinda figured all girls felt the way I did about themselves (gender wise) and was trying to be more girly I guess. That was mostly my mom’s doing though tbh. Sixth slide- started second grade. Started going to an actual school again. I didn’t have many friends, but I had two really close friends that were awesome, I still remember them. They were great! Tried a more non-binary look (even though I had no idea what that was) Seventh slide- third grade was my best grade. I was not popular, but I had a ton of friends and had stayed at the same school to this year (and would until fourth grade). I grew my hair out and didn’t cut it for a while besides infrequent trims to cut off any dead ends. I FINALLY GREW OUT MY FRICKING BANGS THANK THE GODS Eighth slide- I left schools and started homeschooling again for the end of fourth grade. My hair was down to my waist at this point. I did not like homeschooling. At all. Still don’t. Ninth slide- started going to a co-op. I made a friend who was bisexual and learned about the LGBTQIA+ community! I also started wearing my hair up again (but in ponytails not braids). My hair was always in my face because my mom kept trimming the bangs I wanted to grow out. I also went through a weird flannels and chickens phase. Thank the gods that’s done T-T Tenth slide- Moved to Idaho. The fact that I moved really hadn’t kicked in yet so I was still really happy- go-lucky. Realized I liked ✨gorls✨ and that I didn’t really identify as female but wasn’t really confident about being trans, so I decided that the correct label was genderfluid. Eleventh slide- I died my hair blue but my hair is really dark so it came out weird. Was still genderfluid and made some amazing friends at a school I transferred to Twelfth slide- FINALLY realized I was trans. I also did some research and realized I was asexual and demiromantic. I cut my hair for the first time since third grade and I got a ton of gender euphoria out of it. I also met my crush who eventually started liking me. I can tell you more about it if you want to know. Ask in the comments because I’m not going into detail here. Also met my current crush of three years T-T (gods help me) Thirteenth slide- figured out I was a therian! Also, all the current drama in my life started to appear. I transferred schools before the end of the school year and lost my friends. I started having to take melatonin or I stay up like I’m doing right now (currently 2:10 AM while I’m writing this). I also started wearing hoodies to hide my chest. Was introduced to the furry fandom and I really like it! I changed my name to Arson and started using he/him and they/them as my pronouns. As for my sexual orientation and gender identity, I am a trans ftm and pan-orientated demiromantic and asexual. I am also a therian and a furry. I am slowly losing my friends. I will start high school soon, and maybe I’ll update this. Idk. I’ll see what happens.
Songs - Stressed out by twenty one pilots - Everyone is gay by a great big world - My whole family thinks I’m gay by (?) - I’m just a kid by simple plan - Fine by lemon demon Picrews by hunbloom on picrew