you guys can probably tell what this projects supposed to be- its sort of crazy how this is my 2nd but you dont have to read honestly, using the word "vent" scares me, a lot. i feel like i don't belong here i don't understand I'm losing friends a lot of friends I'm becoming brainlessly violent my grades are dropping I'm starting to fall behind on homewok my "firewall" for mean things are breaking i feel more messed up than ever in my life i hate my teacher she blames us for her mistakes i get negative words from my other classes everyday i honestly don't even care about myself anymore my basketball coach says i lack confidence i never had confidence ever i cant sleep half of the school nights like now 12:40 am, and i feel like running I'm going mentally crazy my dad says I'm hopeless with math my mom doesn't care about me my brother hates me my sister complains I'm too messy i cant help but feel useless why...? Why me...? what have i done wrong..? I've been called names my whole life I've don't nothing wrong have i? i just laugh but it isn't a laugh more like a choked chuckle because I'm not safe anywhere i always sense somethings looking at me 24/7 I'm stuck in a forever loop, each week of my life the same thing over and over again i just cant stand it do i really deserve to be here...? music i like helps just a tiny bit but not enough am i really safe? i dont know but... why am i here...?
THIS IS A REPOST FROM 3/21/2024 code by me, some effects by @CapitanFluffy art by me oc is zero don't ever mention any of this to anyone
