just gonna say it, but I'm not in a very good mental state and my life is in a relatively low point my depression and stress are at an all time high and I feel like I'm having a lot more negative experiences than positive ones. the only things I enjoy nowadays are my creative work, doing things with my family, and the few fandoms I'm for video games and shows. I haven't really had the motivation to make things on Scratch and mostly have just been using THE FORBIDDEN D WORD COMMUNICATION APP to do story stuff and talk with my friends. heck I don't even make projects anymore and mostly just use Scratch to make character designs and pfps and stuff. I do plan on making an intro project for BtID and some S.E.U projects, but other than that I have absolutely no motivation or willpower or time. as for other things, school sucks. I constantly feel stressed and anxious and just being on campus makes me feel like not remaining on this mortal plain anymore. and even when I'm home and away from school, there's still other things I gotta worry about. The stress of running SubStudio's, world affairs, how negative my future looks, etc etc etc... I just feel like crap, this is not the life I imagined I'd be living at 15 nearly 16 years old I need a therapist man
