|| • BUTTERNOSE • || || • project 6 of "Grayscale" • || Tw negative energy, cancer, minor sh Bang my head against the wall Once for Apple Once for my hard life at home Once for my grandpa having cancer Once in honor of my friend and her current struggles Once for me knowing this all Once for me being an unloyal traitor Once for my insecurities Once for the knowledge I don't have Once for my bullies pleasure Once knowing this pain is setting me free Once for feeling guilty of things I didn't do Once for knowing Apple hates me Once for knowing I don't have any friends other than her Once for the online life I'm screwing up Once more for my friend Once for my anxiety Once for not being cool enough Once for that one summer fling I miss Once for that sing that hits too hard Once for wishing God would tell me what to do Once for depression Once for anxiety Once for being overwhelmed Once for knowing I'm exaggerating Once for nothing Once for no one Once to remind myself I'm not okay And a few more times for the hell of it. He knows She doesnt care He's not okay He's sick She's not okay She's acting weird It's all falling apart Keep smiling Punch Pinch yourself to keep yourself from crying Smile through it Trauma dump It's all Going Wrong.
|| • BUTTERNOSE • || ||• project 6 of "Grayscale" • || Tw above