lyrics by @MoonStorm222 effects by @CapitanFluffy everything else by me sorry for bad quality i just did this to empty out some of my feelings i hate piano, and all the classes my mom signs me up for ...they give me this feeling like my stomach isn't there... she wont let me quit piano, because after the final test ill finish lvl 10, and onto the higher grade levels of piano- but she promised that once i got onto lvl 8, i could quit. I'm lvl 8 right now. she broke her own promise. i really hate Wednesdays... the day I have piano class. I'm not the best explainer, but what I'm trying to say is that i really don't like my life right now. i really wish I don't exist. -> i sometimes wish i never existed -> my life just feels...twisted -> my real self covered up with a fake friendly grin -> im like a water bin -> supposedly clean but dirty -> the water, murky -> the pitch darkness -> ...the harshness. /!\ please, if you go to my school, don't tell anyone... ill TRY to go to school still with a smile, and laugh with you guys, but things are just happening :'| /!\ this whole bundle of emotions are just piled together, fighting against each other for attention, but everytime, the pits of shadowness swallows me whole. that's also why I like hoodies with big hoods. i feel secure under them, covering up my whole face, safe. but I'm not. I'm not safe anywhere.
