It would be a lie if I told you I didn't cried when watching the video Nick posted about her death. It was truly heart breaking, and it makes me feel so sad...But happy to be able to experience her...Even just for a little. I tried to keep my streak of not crying for a year and longer, but this time, I couldn't contain it. Losing a loved one or a pet is something that hurts so bad....Even if you never knew them, or you did, or maybe it was in a book. I remember in fourth grade crying from Wonders, a book about a kid who had a deformed face. That book ended up being one of the greatest books ever read to me. I can recall whenever the part Auggie, the main character, got the information that his dog died. I remember in class trying to hold back the tears, but couldn't. That's how I felt when watching this video. I can't handle it when someone important to many people dies, and I have to let it go. And now I feel so let down, smiling in my room, tears dripping onto my mouse pad, smiling at what fun it was watching her content, feeling so damn sad. I can't contain it. Many people are sad. I've never lost a loved one or anyone important to me, and every day, I wait in my room, laying down, waiting for the moment to one day happen. And when someone else has to feel that pain...It makes me feel so so let down. But now. I'm gonna quiet yappin. And now, as Dr. Seuss said, "Don't be sad it ended, be happy it happened." Rest In Peace Lynja~ 1956-2024
