I felt much better hours after this. It took a while. I felt horrible to be outside my school for the millionth time. waiting for something I knew I would have to wait and wait and wait so long and I hate it there. I hate everything that I described in this and they're still happening right now. it's awful. This was recorded on January 31st, 2024. Further updates will be given on the problems described. It is a personal goal to cringe on these later. Problems solved (as of July 1st): Not sitting in the rain, parents picked me up, found my phone, Finished the production with the direction, broke up with my boyfriend, she dropped the rule, parents finally got couples therapy, cleaned up spit, walls were still white, went through the things, got sleep. art's pretty good though