(note to 6 year olds etc.: don't report this project, I censored the swear word fully) so, i came out, yep. went well. but my mom pulled a boomer. she's uncomfortable with the idea that I would want to change the name she chose for me. she isn't even making an effort to use my chosen pronouns. she got me a SPARKLY, PINK, nail decal kit thingy. and the icing on the "**** you" cake- she won't let me get a binder. she SAYS that it's because of "mEdIcAl CoNcErNs" and how I can't trust anything from the internet so I have to wait until my yearly checkup but ALL of the information I got on binder safety was from a TRANS CLINIC. A. TRANS. CLINIC. THEIR ENTIRE JOB IS DOING MEDICAL STUFF FOR TRANS PEOPLE. AND DYSPHORIA IS SLOWLY KICKING IN. AUDFIUDSDJFIVLFVGGGHHHHHHH. it probably has something to do with the fact that I was the only daughter before coming out and she wants me to do girly stuff since that's what she did as a kid and she was happy. but GOD, LET ME BE MY OWN PERSON. I. AM. NOT. A. CLONE. OF. YOU. If anyone has advice on dealing with a stubborn, boomer ahh millennial, I would love to hear it.
oh, also my social anxiety has returned with a passion. wee.
