(I know the ST is going to remove this because they don’t like me sharing depression, so i modified the original text. Hope your happy.) Penelope got much worse. She can barely breath and she has an ear infection. She’s suffering so much it’s hard to stand. She’s in a veterinary hospital right now, but she won’t be soon. We’re putting her to sleep. All of the effort and the time and the care did nothing. I’m just horrible at keeping loved ones. I’m crying an ocean right know. Don't expect me to be all happy and joyous or act right.
