|| tw : child abvse , throwing up, s thoughts. || One Two Three Four Five I could hear it from the shower " I'll show you who's in charge " She hasn't done it in a long time Throwing up. Throwing up. I didn't hear it but I know it happened. He screamed. I yelled. She yelled. He yelled. The yelling is too much for me. " I didn't do anything " Sure he made the dog jump Sure he wasnt being a perfect boy He's ten Your not. Your a mother. Five times. Throwing up. The yelling. Crying. So much crying. I'm sorry she said. I'm sorry. No she's not. We're worthless to her. Specks of dust Feathers She would rid of us if she could I know it. I hate this I hate remembering this. My dad's trying to side with her. I think I'll run away I'll run and run and run To someone Anyone Even if they don't like me I'll run to them I'll run and run and run and never come home. I wanna disappear.
