I feel useless... like no one wants me.... or needs me.... my friends abuse me.... the only thing I have that makes me feel better is scratch and sometimes even scratch hurts me.... I feel like no one will even look at this... I came to scratch for love..... for people to like me... but no one does.... they don't look at what I post.... they just follow random people then go on with their day, wanting followers.... I bet this project won't even get looked at and it will only get looked at if i put it as my featured project, I have more important things to put there so I wont... If you guys remember when I posted a face reveal.... I took it down.... Someone said that i looked nice and someone replied to their comment, "Stop lying, stop lying dawg." I talked to them and took down the project. Before I took down the project and I asked if they had called me ugly, they never responded and that led to taking down the project. They then commented on my profile, admitting they were calling me ugly and they didn't even care. I've always hated myself and i've always been insecure. I had that in the notes and credits of the project..... I might leave scratch and i'm sorry for those who like my projects and what I do, but my mental health is killing me and i need to take a break.... I'm tired of putting on a fake smile all day and night, i'm tired of it. I'm tired of needing to cry and not being able to. i'm tired of everything, getting yelled at and blamed for things i didn't do. I have a phobia of yelling and arguments so I just go with what the people say and I don't tell them what actually happened, i don't want to make it worse. Can I have some advice...? I haven't told anyone about any of this, i'm trusting you scratch. I really am....
