I genuinely don’t like the days of the school year…everytime I try to explain to my parents about school,I always feel like they would say “yOuR sO lUcKy” and when they were my age they apparently had it worse……it doesn’t make me feel better…it just doesn’t help…everyday I always plan on doing the worse things to my school……I feel like a school day is just pure suffering……with the exams…quizzes…grades and the assignments…I can’t even speak my own country’s language and some of my classmates just make fun of me for not understanding or speaking tagalog…or atleast that’s what it feels like. I can’t find joy in middle school nor would I ever want to speak tagalog ever again…
Middle School is starting up again and my motivation to live is already losing…