My dad always leaves, he goes to another country but Comes back soon like 1-2 weeks... This time i felt more emotion.... This is his last day here and then he leaves for idk how long last i heard it was for 1-2 months... But only when my big brother goes to collage and its Not even time for him to go... So i may or may not spend lots of time on here... But idk so hope i do... Bye for now <3 Updates: My brother is making it sooo much worse and saying "You guys said July" BUT DATES CAN BE WRONG AND IDK WHAT YOU WANT US TO DO ABOUT IT HES SO ANNOYING AND JUST HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING OMG MY MOM IS HIS FAV AND IM JUST HERE TO TURN OFF THE HEATER... but yet again i'm still so useless to her and everyone... i wanna go.. should i... i feel as if i should... and i wanna go... who would care... nobody... every hates me and ik it... I-i just don't know anymore... maybe i could go... it would feel nice... who knows... only people who go... i should "cut paper" again... no one knows about it... not even my toxic friends.. Not my love... i have been clean.. but not for long... Yeah ima start "cutting paper" Yay It hurts so much... why... i want help.. but don't... why is that... do i need help..? maybe not... probably need a therapist.. soon though... Yeah it would be good if i had one.. i would have been thinking about "ending paper"... :) (Vent art soon?)
