I know how it feels and i've been where you have been i have VERY toxic friends and the same with my parents my friends hit me push me make fun of how short i am and i really want new friends and my parents always expect me to do good everyday and i wish i was just gone I have tried to stop "cutting paper" but it really is hard to and i really really want to.... I almost KM many - S times but i have stoped my self for no real reason... my "friends" would be "devastated" People have called me weird, naive, and more but i do wish you the best for you Updates: -