Hey Guys it's christmas eve! Aren't you excited? I am. Without further ado, Here's Update(12/24/2023) ========================================== Christmas Is one of my favorite times of the year, even more in November since my birthday is there and Christmas spirit already shows up during November. But It just doesn't feel the same to me, last christmas fell into a trainwreck for my mental state and 2022 was a huge downfall for me. But Im looking up now, things have gotten over, I have yet to get my Driving Permit though, Im employable now. Now that im older, looked back at my mistakes and have successfully made it through puberty and the testosterone changes. Unfortunately, puberty and the dumb choices I made and how I also acted inflicted horrible moments last year. But hey, Im all done with that. I run a server now and it's quite fine now. I occasionally dwell on things too much, I can become pessimistic sometimes. Quite often actually. Like you feel great now since christmas is just a day away and that all this happiness near the end of the year. But the moment it turns January, it's all gone. It's all too quick. Just like last year and the troubles I had went all too quick. Im hoping one day my past mistakes are redeemed from how I changed now, but I doubt it'll happen, I already tried fixing some of it before but that was a year ago. Anyway, I hope you enjoy christmas, just enjoy it while it happens.
