song: Spit in my face by, ThxSoMch time? none stop cause it loops date made: 12/15/23 edits? 2/14/24 added more to the reason(vent)
reason(vent): I kinda made this as a vent because this reminds me of the relationship with my mother and now my ex boyfriend who I really thought loved me as much as I loved him..I didn't care about the lust like he did I cared about him nothing more or nothing less. but all he cared about was how much of my body could he use..I was just some plaything to him nothing more..I gave him everything and anything he wanted even if he cussed me and my family to fight..that it caused me to v@pe or do d-r-u-gs for a while to feel normal again. And then he is now going to my school..he looks so different so much more happy...I feel used and broken every time I have to see his face..his hair is red now and he's wearing glasses all the time. It sometimes feels like he's following me around and I keep running in too him..probably because he's following his cousin and his cousin talks to a lot of people I know and are friends with, plus I stay in a certain area at school because it keeps me calm and not stressed.
