Sorry for the terrible art, made it on Magma with only a mouse. https://www.readtextaloud.com/ Here is this if you want something to read it to you rather than reading it yourself Currently im at my grandparents house. Why? Oh bc my grandma died from cancer yesterday. She fought for about 1 yr and 8 months but it was spreading into her bones so there was gonna be no way to keep it up. She was in so much pain so now im glad shes outta it even though now its hurting all of us, primarily my grandpa. Me to but i concel my emotions from people all the time and sometimes from myself. (Haha failed on keeping it from my self bc my parents went into the hospital and i insisted in staying in the car, i screamed and cried to myself so much so much... Rip September 18th 1962 - December 12th 2023 Anyways honestly being on scratch and drawing all that is therapy so its not like i'm gonna take a break by choice. But life is chaos rn with her passing and my finals so im staying at my grandparents house since we keep going back and forth cities and i cant deal with constantly driving an hour back and forth. So basiclly other than doing like trad art dumps i cant do anything really. You see my drawing pad is hooked up to my personal computer, and thats also what my art program is on. I am accessing scratch currently from my persoanl computer (Not suppose to be doin that TvT) and my phone (bro is slow and crashes). I will be checking my messages ofc but i cant do anything else man. OMG *cri* i just relised i genshin is on my personal (btw i cant being my personal with me its a pc not laptop like my school comp is). Ive been waiting so long for cyno to come out and im gonna miss him T^T, maybe ill just let ghostly get on and get some more primos to get him. Idk when im gonna be back home but im fs gonna be out the 17th (maybe) and 20th-25th (fs) UGHH MY BELOVED BOI IVE BEEN GATHERING STUFF FOR YOU FOR A YR AND I CANT EVEN GET YOU, WRIOSLEY WHY DID I SPEND EVERY PRIMO I HAD ON YOUUU...no regrets Uh anyways dont ask me how im doing/feeling you'll get the same response everytime "Im fine" = "Hanging in there by a thread". No there is nothing you can do for me, only my irl friends can.. i need physical hugs... Um i wont be able to do more for my upcoming dta, owed art, map parts, and invites T^T. prob not even the secret santa i entered which sucks. I might make christmas gifts for scratch friends if i have time but they will all have to be trad rather than digital. Also um stuff might slow down even after this chaos bc im fricken old man and i have to start adulting in like 9 months ughhhhhhh, i miss being a kid.... Anyways i could actually do with a good distractions so if you guys wanna help me out with that that would be nice, i just need art ideas like Au's and just something to be my coping mechinism (Rn Music and drawing is so yea... i just need ideas on what to draw, something really fun, so that i can just keep myself happy in this dark time. Also as a late christmas gift to everyone i might do some pfp request likes cui does if you like (as long as im not to busy, First goes school work, then genshin, then owed stuff lol). If i do them it will be in 2024
Art: Me Music: A Thousand Years by Christna Perri Give these people some affection for me: @Xysible (My bebe brother) @Mint_honey (My bestie) @MoonDarkheart0703 (My rat) @RayForYourDay (My aunt) @Rainshadow007 (My mom) @Spritzy_3 (My baby) @TJGE (My brothers little sister) @BobbaTea_UwU (Mah little apprentice) @Kitten_rose (Fav fanartist) @HPHarrison & @MureasakiAndError009 (Just queens) @GaleAurelson (Forced me to adopt her as a sister)
