✿.｡.:* ☆:**:. ｖ€?t .:**:.☆*.:｡.✿ bro my brother just said i was being bossy even though I was telling him to calm down bc he hit his computer for school- Bro why does everyone hate me?? and my dad said if i keep being rude he was gonna force me to get over my fear of spiders!?! I have a fear of spiders because i had spiders thrown at me because of my dad and sister!?! but noooo if i keep triggering my siblings i'll have a stupid spider and i'll have to get over my fears. im so tired of my family man!Everything's my fault with my family. I'm the reason my siblings are mad and misbehaving. I'm sorry. They're being idiots themselves. I'm not forcing them. They're doing it themselves. like. Imma be honest i just had to try to get my brother to calm down and he started getting mad and swearing at me even though I WAS FRIENDLY REMINDING HIM about it. I'm so tired of how my family treats me. I'm the oldest and I was told my feelings don't matter. That I have to be a rock for my siblings. I can't. My dad thinks my brothers misbehaving bc i gave him a dirty look. I'm sorry i didn't even do anything to my siblings but nope everythings gonna be because of me. "You're siblings are giving attitudes because of you." No they're not. "You're siblings are getting into food because you think it's okay" No i don't. "You're brother h8s you because of how you treated him as a kid." Uh no he doesn't hate me. He's just mad at me for stupid reasons. like always its on me. "Why are you misbehaving?" I'm not. You're allowing my SIBLINGS to say i'm misbehaving when im not. "Why are you getting into food?" Another thing you're allowing my siblings to say that I'm doing. "Why are YOU trying to be center of attention?" I'm not! I don't even like being the center of attention! I'm not rlly a people person but yet You guys say i want the spotlight because I'm the oldest. I'm trying to slip under the radar and hide because I don't want to be the 'cEnTeR oF aTtEnTiOn.' I'm sick and tired of everything being my fault as the oldest. I don't protect my siblings bc of 1 reason. They all think they r so much more better than me. :(
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