This contains mentions of su£cid@ so please if you are struggling with su#ida* thoughts please call this number: 116 123 or 998, anyways onto the personal stuff, for most of my life I’ve been struggling with su#ida* thoughts I don’t really want to talk about it but recently it’s been getting worse, recently I’ve been having small outbursts of anger and sadness, I am starting to realise that I have been having mental breakdowns, along with that my quality of sleep is… awful I am going to end this vent off here as I am not going to write down all of my worries and woes for some vent project that will probably won’t get any views