I've literally made another one because I've realized I have more to say "He was joking" - you on an alt JOKING. yeah, yeah, sure. 'Oopsie, my fellow sigmas! I just said a racial slur whilst being white! I'm such a skibidi from ohio!' It don't matter if it was a joke. Slurs are Slurs. You're still affecting the people that word discriminates. As I said in the previous project that you went all tl:dr to, just because it's a joke, it doesn't make it okay. Time for me to reveal some of my shameful actions. I've said that word a few times. It's all in the past, but it still makes me physically cringe when I think about it. It's one of the most genuinely disgusting things I've ever done. I kept up the behavior until i figured out what it really meant. It's a derogatory term to people of colour, and you said it right at the people the word targets. Disgusting. And you try to write it off as a joke. Even if someone says it as a joke, it's still disgusting. To be honest, I don't like it when even people who are allowed to say it do so. It's still a terrible thing to say, to call someone, no matter the context. And yeah, that's amplified if you're white. Jesus christ. I don't follow any specific religion, but in this case I hope there's a god. While nobody in this hangout is the perfect specimen, not knights in shining armor, not the pinnacle of human evolution, you are the lowest of the low. I thought people who guilt-tripped were bad. I thought those who buzzed around the studio without being part of it were bad. But you, good sir. You make me sick. You actively tried to enforce inse(c)t. You acted weird a lot. You ruined a character's potential. Many characters, actually. But this tops all of it. If you ever poke your miserable little face around here again, you shouldn't be surprised when you're met with verbal abuse. It's all on you. There are consequences to your actions. Back to the fact that you expect that THAT whining you call an apology is going to change anything. It's hard to make an internet apology, especially through text. But you could have made it at least sound SOMEWHAT genuine. Instead of taking responsibility, you blame puberty. Buddy, as someone who's been going though it for years, puberty doesn't suddenly give you urges to say slurs. It makes you (c)orny. You sound like you're trying to play the victim here, and you even went emo mode about it. You know, now that I think about it, this was inevitable. You were only a couple slipups away from this. Saying a slur and writing it off as a joke, then blaming it on puberty. You're disgusting. okay, I want to go back to being the guy who says overly suspicious things now.
Please think about your actions and their impact. I still believe that there's room to improve and better yourself. I believe that you can change. Maybe, just maybe, you could come back if you fix everything. But that can't happen overnight.
