hey! if you haven't seen, i did a project last week where i did a survey to see what song titles people were the most interested in out of my unreleased songs. i got some awesome data and i also was excited to see that people wanted to hear some of my very oldest songs! all of that inspired me to make a mashup of my first songs from 2020/2021. i will still share the top songs from that survey but i'm super excited to share this! the name 'through it all' came from an idea i had in 2021 where i was going to create an album with that name full of all the songs that i just played in the mashup. unfortunately/fortunately i realized before i got very far in the project that i didn't like any of the songs to make a whole album out of them and i focused on writing new songs which ended up being most of the songs on 'expectation'! i hope you like this! ----- all written, sung, and performed by me <333 song names + lyrics: [unbreakable] at that time we never knew that this would create a friendship a bond so strong it was unbreakable [friendship anniversary] our friendship anniversary just happened to fall on your birthday and every year we celebrated that special day [thunder] im feeling like thunder in the rain outside all because you lied its making me wonder if you liked me then if we were best friends [appreciate] i appreciate you much more than you know couldn’t imagine life without you baby ooo oo o o ohhhhhh ooo oo o o oohhhh ohhhh [we were just kids] and we were just kids together there was much that we did [conversations changing] conversations changing from what they were before what once was fun and gaming now is just a bore talking to you talking to you talking to you why can’t we go back and say what we used to what we used to what we used to and say what we used to [favorite part of you] your hair which smelled like flowers in the garden your eyes which were the deepest shade of blue your freckles which dotted your face from ear to ear but your smile was my favorite part of you [by my side] disappear im not there where are you life’s not fair so am i wrong when i say that im alone and ill see you another day your words don't help im by myself i need to know who is by my side its my own fault so can you not dont ask my why but are you by my side [when we were younger] when we were younger i never would have guessed that i’d be sitting here alone writing angry songs about you i wonder if that maybe would depress me i mean we thought it be forever [golden] these are our gold en years
