i have a wip vent that i havent finished, but i feel so anxious that i might throw up/ theres a lump in my gut that hasnt gone away since it came. i cant stop overthinking every thought that i have and its making me feel dizzy.. I HATE BEING UNABLE TO READ PEOPLE AND THEIR INTENTIONS are they trying to be nice and be friends with me or do they want to get info to shut me and my friends down again im just so stressed and havent talked to someone seriously in months is this my breaking point hrrgrgrgrggjnkm i wish i would stop thinking so much i just felt so empty and unable to contemplate and think about my emotions until now and i still feel empty but stressed im just getting so much whiplash ghjkm i just want my mind to go away im having inferior thoughts soo much like "theres no way they like me" "im not pretty" "this sucks" and everything is suddenly so boring and i cant stop thinking that "they wont love you if they find out who you really are and what you like and how you think because your horrible not even your closest friends know how you are so how would anyone let alone a romantic partner like you do you even like anyone who are you?"
sorry for my ramble
