im starting to think im not okay most people say you shouldnt bottle up your emotions i wish i did my big mouth doesnt let me hide anything everything comes pouring out but if i could bottle it up, it would be okay. finnally it would be okay i rather cry myself to sleep than have a counselor tell me im scaring my friends rather bottle it all up than drag loved ones into my little storm what am i doing even now, i still am not keeping it hidden why cant i?? it feels like everyone i care about h@t3s me. i wish i could keep it all hidden i rather bust one day than have this terrible flow it feels like i have to get it out, but when i do it only hurts people how can i bottle up my feelings. i need help