They all loved each other. They all wanted to be around each other. They all just don't watch the rest of the world, letting themselves be wrapped up in their own reveries. Their own lives. Their own love. Their own knowledge. Not like they had any, to be honest. That's why I'm out here. That's why I've been stuck out here. That's why I don't ever get invited or smiled at or helped or questioned or laughed with. I just do what they want. Because that's how life is! For me, anyways... "Help them" "Be kind" "Show respect" "Stay low" "Don't be annoying" "Just be quiet" "See who you want to be friends with" "Trust no one" ... I was thinking to follow these paths, these things that people who have been led in the wrong directions wrote. But then I realized that they wrote these based off experience of their own lives. That they aren't living like me. But I think they are. Look at them! They're enjoying themselves, while I sit here and help people. Because what else am I here to do? I'm just here for the votes. For the appreciation. For the fakeness. Because I won't ever experience anything else, in all truths. I'll just... Live here, and know nothing but of which no one cares about me... If someone tries to tell me otherwise I'll just say, "It's okay. Everyone's like them. They don't care - and neither do you. Because ... it's not your job to care. You shouldn't have to." but i won't feel that way. I want cared about. I want loved. But no one is willing to just put themselves aside. No one is willing to get their head out of the gutter and give a crap about someone else. Except me, I guess. Or maybe they do care. Just not about me.. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.
i wrote i drew that character's me
