i hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I why??? im not the innocent child anymore, i’ve seen too much. politics, economy, stuff like that… heck why is there a tax calculator??? why does the irs do that??? everyday my sanity slowly deteriorates. and no, it’s not because of above reasons i always will be an outcast from life with everything I do. i will always be seen as an idiot. i’ve done too many reckless things to even qualify as a human being. i hate myself i want my amygdala to die so i can be the innocent child I was but then, i'd come off as offensive to other people if I make a joke about something. what now? [no context because no] [do not ask why I hyped you guys up for an upcoming project and then post a vent] on an unrelated note, the amazing digital circus pilot released like two days ago so hooray