no thumb this time guys!! i ran out of time on my phone!! but have a sorta heartfelt self roleplay of the child named sea-turtle who doubts life as a whole <3 maybe he's... showing .. emoti o n? LET'S GET STARTED!! ============================================= A crunch of the leaves under his paws. The same, old crunch... It had started to become a bit boring, the nature. He loved it so so much, but now... it was just.. bland. The young kitten inhaled and exhale, per usual. The same breath as always. The same song as always. The same life as always. Nothing exciting had been happening recently. Everything was the same. Nothing ever changed. Nothing exciting or new, nothing worth actually getting up and around to look at about. Life had just become boring. Boring. That word... Boring? That word had itself, becoming boring. Everything was boring. Food? Boring. House? Boring. Life? Boring. Experiences? Boring. There wasn't much to do anymore, being a kittypet and all. They had finally found their pronouns after two or three moons, deciding he/him/they/them/shay/shays would fit them just fine. But something about knowing, just made shay extremely bored. There was that word again. ... Taking a sharp inhale, the brown kitten continued to walk. ... Everything was a bit blurry. ... They didn't know what they were looking at anymore. ... Were they going in...s ane? (read as: insane) ... N o. They were just bo red. (read as: no. they were just bored.) ... S h ay ho ped. (read as: shay hoped) ... He needed some r est. (read as: rest) ... B u t s l eep s e e m ed so f ar away. (read as: but sleep seemed so far away) ... J ust be yond the g ates of aw a k e. (read as: just beyond the gates of awake) ..... The g a t e s th at we re clo sed. (read as: the gats that were closed) ............ Silence. . .. ... Sea-Turtle lay down against the soft g rass. .... ..... ...... Asleep, at last. A sleep worth waiting for. Insomnia had been clouding the apprentice-aged feline recently, it was nice to finally feel at peace. It felt nice to finally be able to say that shays words weren't spreading like butter on toast. It was nice to say that the war in his head was coming to an end, the battlefield clearing up. He couldn't stop the insomnia from coming. He couldn't stop the war in his mind. He couldn't stop thinking about how life could be better if shay knew who they were. And now, after moons.... Shay knew. They knew. He knew. Sea-turtle - the dark brown and heterochromia colored eye tom - knew. At rest..... ... ... ... For now.
i wrote!! summary: seaty's been experiencing insomnia due to not knowing who shay is - and now that they have finally decided, they have started to get some sleep... but there's some foreshadowing so i would read it :0 note: all sentences that could be harder to read have a translation next to them <3
