Alright, that's it, I've reached my limit, I cannot take this anymore, I just can't, okay? I'm not leaving but... Recently, Scratch team banned a good friend of mine, and even after saying my goodbyes I still feel upset about it, he was a good friend and I'm so mad he's been banned. Plus, my motivation? Still nonexistent, I feel no energy to do anything at all, I just sit around all day, acting like a lazy idiot. School is still hell, the subjects are getting harder, and it's dragging me down even more. And my content? Yeah right, it adds NOTHING at all, there are people out there who have the same ideas as me, and they do it ten times better than I do, so what's the point of even creating if you're not adding anything beneficial to the platform? The only things I do are talk to people on Discard and constantly refresh all my tabs, hoping SOMETHING changes, but nothing does, it's like life has slowed to a halt, every day is the same, wake up, go to school, come home from school and have no motivation for the rest of the day. I literally had a mental breakdown earlier today, crying and all (not over Sinc or something though), so NOT ONLY is my life boring I'm an absolute crybaby too. Yeah, I can't do this anymore, my life is ruined, all my friends from 2017-early 2020 don't give a crap about me, so what's the point of any of this, huh?
