probably no one's gonna see this and probably no one will care, but my mental health has been severely declining. recently, I've started SHing. i just feel like everyone is depending on me and I cant crack under the pressure or else no one will trust me. then I'm dealing with middle school drama, crushes, and naturally, my 2nd worst fear (1st being asked out): school dances. I'm just so stressed. school tells me to keep trying, and I have been. i have tried my entire effing life. I'm losing sleep, I'm stressed, my grades are falling, I just feel like I'm going to crack under the pressure. i hide behind fake smiles everyday, only when I see him are they real. if you read this, ty.
