2 REASONS: 1. Overthinking - About my past here when I was forgotten 24/7 by almost everyone, I just don't want to talk about it or else it will make me more sad than I am. 2. It's my time to be honest. So, I was feeling jealous of a lot of people because I felt left out, sad and even angry. I just don't show my actions because I don't want people to hate me then it will end up that I will have to leave scratch. I want to say that I am sorry for all the bad things I did and for not showing the truth, I am sorry if I hurt you, I am sorry for everything bad I did. I know I want to be more known, but I just can't be jealous of others and start complaining about why I am not added (I didn't show it, but I felt it), now that I found out about people that told me that I didn't add them, asking what about them and etc, I know that **I was NOT ok**, I just want to move on, be myself, deal with situations and be who I am, I don't care about if I am famous, underrated, loved, hated or etc, I just want to change for the better and I don't want to handle that complaining anymore... I'm sorry if I hurt you... if you want to be my friend so sure... if not, that's also ok... I understand... CONCLUSION: I just need comfort and I will be okay soon... do whatever you think... The only thing I will NOT accept is attacking me because my opinions - If I see these types of comments they will be removed and if I see a lot of people make these types of comments then there will be a high chance that I will quit scratch, and no, I am not joking - So please respect/handle my opinions
