does anyone... really care? i mean, really really care? doesnt feel like it most of the time. like... no one really pays attention to me. and it kinda sucks... seeing people with the same level of art as me... getting attention. just because they're friends with the fAMOUS people. mind you, i dont wanna be famous. i just want genuine attention for the art i work so hard to do, i put my soul into every single piece of art, and no one cares. or... maybe my art's just not good enough... it's not... is it? I always thought i was improving... but I got accepted for otas when my art was WORSE than now... now no one likes it... I always thought... I actually thought I was improving... but really... really? it's just worse now, isn't it. worse. will I ever get better? doesn't seem like it.
