I'm sorry this really isn't how I planned or wanted to share something after so long. But school is getting very stressful so I really need a break. It's like I can't be myself at school. I'm being pressured into being someone I'm not. I'm being yelled at which I hate cause I never know what to do. I want to be homeschooled again but it's too late for that. I'm scared. I can't survive the school year like this. People already seem to dislike me and it's hardly even been 2 months. I really thought school could help me escape the expectations of my parents but it's only making it worse. Definitely not looking forward to my birthday for once. I have to spend it at school during exams with people who dont realize what they say affects me instead of with my friends who accept me for who I am. I'm feeling very cr@ppy right now so I'm unsure how long this will last. Hopefully 2 weeks or at least until my exams are over. And for the RPs I haven't replied to yet I promise I will. I have not been ignoring them i just can't find the time to reply. I will though maybe later once I get back home.
