its almost October and i still regret everything i did in july. i lose friends, oc's, projects, and all my followers because of the stupid decisions i've made. i know i apologized and not a lot of people forgave me but like jesus f###ing christ im so damn sorry i just want things to go back the way they were orangy, im sorry for lashing out at you back in july, i dont even know what i was thinking, i know we're friends again now, but believe it or not, you're one of the most important people in my life and idk what i'd do without you. spectra, i know you despise me after the 2 dramas we were involved in, but im sorry as well, i shouldn't of dragged you into this whole thing and made it worse, and yes i admit, i did lie, and i did harass you on disc when you tried to talk to orangy and ruined disc for you, but believe it or not, i really am sorry, i know you're not going to forgive me, but honestly i already know how the story's going to end between us, both of us hating our guts. and everyone else, i am genuinely sorry for the way i acted, july was a really terrible month for me, my parents got divorced, i was forced to live with my grandma for 2 weeks till we got our house back, and i have been under a lot of pressure online and in the outside world. i know i will never be better, but please, i just want a better life then whats happening now. i'm sorry.
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