I know some of you guys were trying to comfort me on my last project, and ty, it means a lot..but the thoughts are un-escapeable..all I've been thinking about is if I do..yk..all my problems will disappear, and I wont have to deal with anything...but the only downside is I wont see my friends ever again..that's the issue...but I seriously cant do this anymore..but I love my friends..I don't want to leave them..but idk If I can get by myself for the like..5th time in my life.... huge thanks to @GreecesMastic for keeping me alive this long <3 :) I'm not going to yet..yet..I might soon tho.. :( and if I do..yk..I don't want @GreecesMastic doing it too..I want him to stay for all of you..especially @ItsRael...I need him (@GreecesMastic) to promise me he wont do it too..and that has made things worse for me...I'm so close to doing it tho.. I'm better off dead anyway.. <3
. . . Love you all <33333333333 bye.. :]
