ok so let me explain whats going on. ill begin by saying that im certainly not smart. at all. if anything, id argue im quite honestly stupider than stupid itself. proof of this? i barely passed 8th grade. so i enter 9th, right? im looking down on myself, thinking that ill fail all of my classes instantly. about a month or so in and i go to check my grades, and WHAT. i have straight A's. this has not once happened before. im just so confused about all of this. why am i doing so good? normally i would have just given up instantly, but here i am, crushing it. its so weird. i dont understand. just. what. id like to hear your thoughts on this, if any
