When the seasons change You won't feel the same at all Because summer will turn into fall Then you'll leave and you're gone You don't need me at all Like the trees in the autumn breeze It's ironic the way that you leave -Jvke (click the green flag to listen to the whole song) this song brought out a vent that I just need to get off my shoulders. This is gonna sound really sappy but i just need to get this off my chest. It's no secret that I have a crush ok, I'm pretty open about that with my friends on scratch but this song actually made me cry. The first thing I think of when I think of fall is cross country. The song talks about walking in the park and to me this is so repersentive of fall because I spend three days out of my week running in a park where there are a ton of trees and it is just stunning. Like it takes my breath away. God knew what he was doing when he made fall, it's truly one of the most beautiful parts of his creation. obviously my crush in on my cross country team so this song also reasonates with me. I get nervous around him and we've only talked like once or twice. I care for him and i don't think people understand how precious he is to me. Like I've loved him since 7th grade and now I'm a freshman and he's a sophmore. Idk what to do when he graduates in two years I don't think I'll ever get over it. "You don't need me." That reasonates with me so well. I need him. But he doesn't need me and that makes me sad. Deuteronomy 31:8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. I know that God has a plan for me and I trust him but this song made me realize that my crush doesn't really care about me and doesn't need me. Sobbing rn why does love have to hurt like this. I just love him so much he is amazing and kind and caring and funny and ahhhhhh I know people are gonna tell me to talk to him but idk if I can like this is so hard for me idk what to do why is it such a challenging for me to talk to him. I always annylize everything I said to him hoping he doesn't think I'm a dork. Thanks for listening to my vent ilysm if you read all the way to the end <3 reminder that Jesus loves you and made you in his image.
song is "This is what Autumn Feels like" by Jvke. full lyrics if u want to follow: [Verse 1] Love is a walk in the park That's how I feel at the start Pretty until it gets dark Love is a walk in the park 'Til you get bit by a dog I never knew you could bark [Pre-Chorus] When the seasons change You won't feel the same at all [Chorus] Because summer will turn into fall Then you'll leave and you're gone You don't need me at all Like the trees in the autumn breeze It's ironic the way that you leave [Verse 2] Love is like riding a bike, scary, but then it's alright I got the hang of it, right? 'Til you start moving too fast Look up and you're 'bout to crash Why doesn't love evеr last? So call me a pessimist I think I'm a realist living a liе Every night that I hold you inside of these arms Knowing too well you'll move on As soon as the warm weather's gone
