… What I did was so stupid. Mom. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. …I’m sorry…I’m sorry I didn’t made ya proud more.. I’M SORRY…I’M REALLY SORRY FOR THE STUPID THINGS IVE DONE….. I NEVER MADE MY MOM PROUD IN A WHILE… I AM LITERALLY GOING THROUGH DEPRESSION, I CANT WITH THIS PAIN. … I am mentally not okay. What is wrong with me.