I know I don't know you very well, at all aside from Scratch. But no one deserves to feel this way. You are loved, by your friends, family, by me and a lot of other people (platonically of course). You are so kind and thoughtful, you always know what to say if I'm feeling down. Let me tell you, school is horrible! Yes! But I think of it as a privilege to get away from bad thoughts and depression, as a way to practice feeling loved and not ignored. If you ever, ever feel like you're drifting away from friends and family, schedule a family (or friends) engagement time, use it to learn more about one another's life and grow your bond. I don't want anyone feeling the way you describe, it breaks my heart and it feels horrible, I know.
Storm, you are incredible. It makes me feel so sad to know you are feeling this way, please know that I'm here for you, we all are.