I can't deny it anymore... the community I've built is toxic as heck... there's constant fights, half of the time I'm just stress out of my mind, and I don't get any respect... the community feels unstable, and it feels like everything will just fall apart at a minutes notice, leaving my stories (the one thing giving my life any kind of value) as a broken mess... idk what the heck to do man... I just wanna give up and cry... How do I build a better community? is that even freaking possible at this point? do I need to cut some people out of my life? I don't friggin know...
