Cookie is slowly being restored in my scratch Ocs XD --- I just gotta get this out tbh- I need to vent kinda 1. scratch keeps going down/my internet is not the best, I keep getting Muted for no reason and I feel like no one cares about me. 2. I'm ----ing tired of roblox basically, I've been on from 2019-2023 and I forgot my password for 1 account (@Lego2x12 on roblox) and so I made another but I keep getting 1 day bans for very stupid reasons they are also removing good roblox items (aka Classic faces) and making new very weird "athro" or what its called avatars and the new "improved faces" are creepy as Hell. I might just be me but I hate this 3. I have no motivation here. Just nothing here, I have the Oc's and all the Lore and stuff And I want to do stuff but I have no motivation, I go onto other secret Alts with a whole new brand, I thinking of actually moving to one, but this is my First ever account on scratch and I've used the website with no account in 2019 to around 2020 because of the *ahem* the: "WE ARE ABOUT TO MAKE THIS GENERATION ABSOLUTIST PARANOID AND DEPRESSED" or- the "C-Virus" (Trying not to get banned here.) 4. Irl, where I'm learning next year is my last year and I just afraid of whats happening next. I got to leave all my friends irl and meet new friends and meeting the current friends I got irl was hard because I'm a insecure introverted teen. I was basically noticed by my art and people just asked for me to draw thing for them in my style, and before I had a great friend from the 1st day I was there for 4 years and then they moved. I had another "friend" for 1 year, they where a fake friend. Then for a year I was alone, but around 2022 schools reopened, and so I went irl with a mask, people just kinda forgot about me because I was never in the online classes and I saw people I recognized but no one recognized me (But 1 boy did and we where in every single together class bro-) I knew how to know who was who from afar and everyone's names (I knew how they looked from afar because my vision is awful, i have glasses now tho lol) some people would say Hi in the morning to me and I wave back with my floppy sweater waving around (at the time I had a Hp mask cus Im a potter head and I wore black or grey pants and a hoodie that was way to big for me with the hood on). one day a Girl (aka Froggy) who was in the same class first year talked to me about things she liked and how she liked my art and we liked the same things, and so she showed me her friend (aka Skelly Pup) and we became friends they soon found my hobby of scratch and I help them set up there own scratch accounts. One of them (I won't say) show others more and more and people where flooding to me making me overwhelmed asking me how to do this and that and I was very upset, I bottled it up in till now. they where my friends and then next year came, my friends where all in a different class then my but one. and me and that 1 friend kept talking and drawing in class, and we meet the our other friends on break, but we had a fight and I got the c-virus. we talked again before I go the big c and they made more friends and I awkwardly came back. we are all friends to today right now, (But one kinda) I feel a little betrayed by a few. --- sorry if above was a bit depressing to read. If you read it all thank you. <3 Also sorry about the language I used, I tryed my best to keep it calm
