because yesterday I was at the hospital and I was in the hospital for a week and I was on the phone with my mom and she said that I was going to be in the hospital and I was going to go to the hospital and she said I was going to go to work and I was going to go to sleep and I was like I don’t know what to do I just don’t know what to do anymore I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to do I’m not gonna do what I want to do I don’t know what to do but I don’t know what to do or what to do that I don’t know what to do what to do what to do it is not a good idea to do it I don’t know what to do I just don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to do that I just want you to be careful and you don’t want you don’t know how I just want to be careful I don’t know what to do you know I just want you don’t care I don’t know what to do what to say to you don’t care about me and you know I know you don’t care what you do I just want you to be safe and I don’t know what I want to do I just want to be careful and I know you know what I want to be I don’t know what you do but I’m just trying I know you want to be safe but I want you know that I know you are
