yeah uh... I ain't doin too well. Life hasn't been good to me the past couple years. (that makes me sound old, doesn't it?) scroll down for dum vent if you want. or not, idc what you do. HWDHWHDWJDJAWDHWHDWUW I CAN'T. I CAN'T STAND LIFE ANYMORE. I'VE GOT A LOTTA STUFF I'M JUST KEEPING BOTTLED UP. BECAUSE I'VE GOT NOBODY TO TALK TO ABOUT IT. I CAN'T TALK TO MY PARENTS, THEY'D TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY. I CAN'T TALK TO MY SIBLINGS, BECAUSE THEY'RE IDIOTS AND DON'T UNDERSTAND NOTHIN. I'VE GOT NO FRIENDS TO TALK TO EITHER. NONE OF THE FRIENDS I'VE MADE I'VE EVER ACTUALLY FELT A CONNECTION WITH. NOT EVER SINCE.... Since... Over three years ago...? I think...? not ever since... since that one time I did that one stupid thing....... LIFE IS DUMB. I HATE THIS. I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS MAJORLY WRONG. I was told by several doctors I've got no mental issues, BUT I FEEL LIKE I DO. I CAN NO LONGER FOCUS. EVEN ON STUFF I WANT TO DO, I CAN'T STAY MOTIVATED TO DO IT. I USED TO GET A GRADE OF AT MINIMUM 98% IN SCHOOL, NOW I'M BARELY HANGING ON TO AN 80%. MY "PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY" THAT TESTING SAID I HAD IS GONE. I CAN'T REMEMBER ANY OF THE STUFF I WANT TO REMEMBER. I ONLY REMEMBER THE DUM STUFF THAT I WANT TO FORGET. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE LIFE. MY SIBLINGS KEEP SAYING THEY WANNA [OOF] ME. AND I'M WORRIED THAT ONE DAY, THEY MIGHT ACTUALLY TRY TO. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I NEED FREAKING HELP. MY DAD IS ANGRY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. HE'S MAD AT ALL OF US. I DON'T KNOW WHYY. I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW. WHY THE HECK AM I CRYING BRUH NOTHING HAS HAPPENED THAT COULD MAKE ME SAD I'm just an overly-sensitive, stupid person I guess... WJDWIADAJWDKJWJADWUDUWDJEWUADWHAUSDWAJSDWAODP139131I8DA8SDW8A0DWA9SDWA0SDWASUD8ASDJAWSDWNASDWMASDWAOjwdaudjQJWSQJwjdadkawid
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. AT THIS POINT, I'M JUST POSTING PROJECTS IN AN ATTEMPT TO KEEP ME SANE. IT ISN'T WORKING. ALL IT'S DOING IS SLOWING THE PROCESS A LITTLE...
