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I, Noxx, after almost 15 years of suffering and questioning myself of why I wasn't like the other kids, why I couldn't stay focused, why my actions and mental hyperactivity didn't fit the 'neurotypical' standards. Then, in June, 2023. I found my answer and was diagnosed with ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder), something that affects about 5% of Americans (those who are diagnosed). I always had a small hunch that I may have ADHD, but there is a high amount of myths about ADHD and who it effects. As someone who is gifted, and also has a few contradicting mental issues (like Dyslexia and Hyperlexia at the same time). I have faced several adversities in my life, but I don't use my differences as an 'excuse' or to get pity from others. So please, don't treat people with ADHD (or really any-other serious mental condition) like they are trying to get attention. People have told me "Oh you can't have ADHD, your smart and do well in school!" or "AFAB people can't have ADHD, it only affects AMAB!", But I am living proof that both of these statements aren't true. I am a straight A student, who has ADHD. I am an AFAB person who is very well affected by ADHD. Although I have managed to 'mask' it, which in and of itself probably caused a bunch of other complications in my life, mainly affecting my physical health and self-image, I finally am able to understand myself, and work with, rather than against my ADHD. I do not think of ADHD as something that can be cured or that is something that ruins my life. I rather think of it as a challenge to work around, and although I am not even close to Neurotypical, I am my own person and I don't need labels or society to define me and my accomplishments. And I hope that I inspire people to be more open about their mental health and struggles. If I had never talked to people, I would most likely still be in the rabbit-hole I was in for the past 14 1/2 years. I have so many good people in my life (irl and online) who I'm glad I met, people who are fantastic and are genuine, you fantastic people know who you are. (Goose, Icey, Coran >:)) You three are fantastic people, I'm glad I got the opportunity to meet you guys.) Happy disability pride month everyone, know that you are seen, matter, and most importantly, that you're not alone.
Feel free to ask me about ADHD as a whole, or my experiences with it. However please refrain from making anything reveal anything super personal. I will only give very vague stories without too much personal info, but still feel free to ask.
