basic plot: I had just finished rewatching a whisker away… fullscreen suggested July 1st.2023. hey happy America day bit :') [iykyk] watched half of a whisker away I relate to it on a rather large scales ahaha like when she wants him to say ily or chu. I, like, broke again. When he said “did you not hear me? Ihy!” Broke again after writing that ha. He look like scara in a highschool au. The fact that miyo would protect him at all costs. Or when the mean boy read her letter aloud.the tears running down quickly and then the big ones B). Ha. Ha. I feel like miyo rn wishing I were a cat. I should move to japan. If only my life was like hers sigh 。 anyways im forever smthsmth by rejextion and something i will have to emotionally face is that lovve is never coming. ever. for me. i've tried hard enough i suppose i'll never find love again. how long is it going to be this time? 6 years perhaps. anyways miyo and hinode make a cute couple. as im writing this im crying in my bed (keeeeep in mind that my rejection was like 2 months ago) Any support is needed. atm i feel like being a human isn't as cool as i thought it was 【crush】was my rock, heart, and blade. Though i cant deny my feelings, i donnt like [her], but why do i feel so empty, destroyed, + depressed, sad, hollow, and no meaning left in my body. ah ha. ha. realy weird drawing ~empty kid july 2nd 2023, sigh i got heizou (dady?!~ uwu) but i want yaoyao!! my healer short bby <3 and on top of it all my heart feels like it smashed innto millions of pieces- i feel so empty no feelings left . im becoming more and more pycotic everyday. i laugh nnot bc i wannt to, bc im forcing myselft to be okay, to look okay. I havenn't cleaned my hair forver. i ht other ppl, my feelings are slowly disappearing. get a hold of yourself stop being so dramatic [yn] >:'[ no one will ever love you the same way you do for them. raH ~yaoyao
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