surprise, guys!!! I have issues!!! I've found myself thinking about self-deprecating stuff for way longer than I should be, all the while not really talking about it. Sure, if you're in the same [r] server as I am you've seen me talking about my issues occasionally, but I still feel bad and downtrodden even after I do. So the next best thing was to talk about it here, the other website I visit constantly. I feel that if I just keep suppressing everything it'll come back to bite me in the butt, but on the other hand, I feel that I can't trust anybody outside of this site to talk about this stuff. I can't trust my parents, I can't trust my teachers, and I can't get the courage to make friends outside of the internet. And if I do it here, I fear that people will laugh and scoff, or worse, not even care at all. And on top of that, a lot of the people I know are going through bad stuff as well, so it wouldn't be fair to pile all my issues on them and make them deal with TWO sad people. I'm not asking you to make a heartwarming, uplifting speech to make me feel better. I sure as heck know it's probably tough to come up with the right words, and equally as hard to understand other people's thoughts and feelings. I just want somebody to tell me that I'm not alone. anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk, be sure to follow me on scratch and in real life!!!
