➸look i know i dont post stuff like this but this has to be done ➸i cant rly change the image here cus i wont save every time ⥗⫸⛓ VENT ⛓⫷⥖ --- ➸the time has come to explain my emotions to the world, im currently not in a good state, ive suffered bulling, 3 weeks of heavy-mild coughing, a runny nose, loss of appetite, and lack of motivation. mostly what im doing nowadays is just gaming the whole time, somtimes i work on art, in rare cases, animations, in very rare cases working on content. im not as active as i was before, ive raised my aimed audience from all ages to 9+, as a teen, my thoughts are also getting darker as well, and my most common rating so far is M, but just never reaching MA, in my older projects it would be a mix of G and PG, which may rarly come up on my profile. i still remember my friends here, and they're doing well [i think], my fandoms are expanding, im losing some as i go, but there is still one think i would like to ask about my life, IS ALL THIS REAL? ➸i have many things that need to be told here, but its limited as this is a children's site and i cant swear or bring up mature themes, which i feel like is somewhat complicated, as i dont want to be demonitised on this site nor do i want people hating on me for my intrests. ive only recieved one threat irl, sometimes i dont feel like im going to get better, sometimes i just wish fictional characters were real just for my own comfort and things i would like to do [eg. sigewinne healing my pain, apollo justice teaching me about law, tord being there for...you know...]. my parents have also restricted wifi and games for me [no genshin, mobile roblox, or amogus, only 15 mins of crk (´。＿。｀)]. ➸other miscalanous things i would like to say is that ive currently drawn one gory artwork so far [idek if im allowed to post it here], i may leave this platform someday when i move on, i dont feel like i interact a lot and need help to socalise in community, my pc is lagging everytime i save a project and is my whole life a simulation? other positive things on note is that im recovering from my coughing, i still can feel some enjoyment. also planning on moving to newgronds. [it wont let me say the full name] newgronds acc: managedknight26 that is all, mana signing off...
