Ik how it feels but don't lie to others. You don't want to make your friends worry about you, you don't want your family to help you, and you pretend to be happy all the time. I know how it feels....I go through it all the time...I shut out my mom....my family....and my therapist....dont hide your emotions let others help you.... and dont say "oh your just saying it to get attention" or "stop lying" i will delete those comments im just trying to open myself up