so, I've been kinda quiet for the past weeks and I felt like maybe I should try communicating more or smthn cus AY im kinda feeling down and measly recently, here are some updates then FOR ONE, my pc plug died, so all my art pieces, apps, and files are unaccesible, so I have to use my mom's PC to draw, and i'm still getting used to it. (ngl the emotional damage i got from realiing i cant use my own pc was bigger than i thought :U) this brings me to the second reason I'm inactive, and that's because I got a temporary job of being a background (and sometimes character) artist for an animation, and with 10 out of 30 backgrounds done with the end of May as my deadline, I'm pretty much dedicating most of my free time and gadget time to this, of course, I leave time to try and do art but that leaves no time for messeges, making projects, or posting the art. (the art piece showcased is actually one of the backgrounds I created, if not one of my hardest bcus frig books :[) these all have kinda unmotivated me to do Scratch, and while mAYBE unmotivation is good for me to focus on my animation project, It brings me to my third point where I wonder, was all my time on Scrathc even worth it? I've been feeling empty without Scratch and with my activity declining I've been seeing less of my pals, and it made me question, will building this community on Scratch be worth it? Won't people just forget me in the end after a year or so? It's just kinda made me question so much stuff, such as if I'm maybe a bad friend, or if people don't like my new artstyle, or if I'm becoming "those famous artists who have no time for people" sort of schmack. SO AYYY IM NOT LEAVING I just want to make sure that I'm doing the correct thing focusing on what I need to do and not Scratch, I hope you guys can understand, do tell me your thoughts as I'de love and need them.
